Blueish Chapter 3

I saw the changes in others, most of them became successful.. I stop and faced the mirror, I'm the same old me with no progress except some traces of winkles.. Time passes quickly, and i have no idea where did I spend my time on. Definitely not quality time spent..

I have wanted someone to be nice to me.. I found the one, but strangely, although I appreciate what has been done for me. Deep in my heart, I kept telling myself it wasn't meant to be and I wan out.. Did I take things for granted? It that another heart I'm going to break? I really don't understand myself. All the things I've done, seems like I'm just obtaining happiness for my own self.. there isn't really much time to think of others.. I need someone to rely on..

I'm confused about my life, I think i need more rest.. but time is passing real fast and I'm spending time typing these stuff.. Just noticed I have a lot of 'I's in my blog.. *Self-centred person*

till next time..